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Morning

Posted by becklegacy on 4 November, 2009

I woke up in darkness
Surrounded by silence
Oh where, where have I gone?
I woke to reality
Losing its grip on me
Oh where, where have I gone?

(O Lord, how my adversaries have increased!
Many are rising up again me.
Many are saying of my soul,
“There is no deliverance for him in God.)

Cause I can see the light
before I see the sunrise

(“But You, O Lord, are a shield about me,
My glory, and the One who lifts my head.”)

You called and you shouted
broke through my deafness
now I’m breathing in
and breathing out
I’m alive again!

(“I was crying to the Lord with my voice,
And He answered me from His holy mountain.”)

You shattered my darkness
washed away my blindness
now I’m breathing in
and breathing out
I’m alive again!

(“I lay down and slept;
I awoke, for the Lord sustains me.
I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people
Who have set themselves
Against me round about.”)

Late have I loved you,
you waited for me,
I searched for you…
what took me so long?

I was looking outside
as a love would ever want to hide
I’m finding I was wrong

(“Arise, O Lord; save me, O my God!
For you have smitten all my enemies on the cheek;
You have shattered the teeth of the wicked.”)

Cause I can feel the wind
before it hits my skin

You called and you shouted
broke through my deafness
now I’m breathing in
and breathing out
I’m alive again!

You shattered my darkness
washed away my blindness
now I’m breathing in
and breathing out
I’m alive again!

(“Salvation belongs to the Lord;
Your blessing be upon Your people!”)


“Alive Again” – Matt Maher
Psalm 3 – King David

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A Quick Note to Clear My Conscience

Posted by becklegacy on 2 October, 2009

Ok.  The Fall.  I think everybody who reads this (all three of you) is pretty familiar with the story.  Well, I was wondering, did Adam and Eve sweat before the Fall?  What do you think?  Hmmm…

This came up briefly during a study session the other night, but seeing as the Neuromuscular Junction was slightly more present on our minds at the moment, it didn’t really get to be fleshed out.  Well, let’s go to the text and see what that says.

The woman said, “The serpent deceived me, and I ate.”

14 The Lord God said to the serpent,

“Because you have done this,
cursed are you above all livestock
and above all beasts of the field;
on your belly you shall go,
and dust you shall eat
all the days of your life.
15 I will put enmity between you and the woman,
and between your offspring and her offspring;
he shall bruise your head,
and you shall bruise his heel.”

16 To the woman he said,

“I will surely multiply your pain in childbearing;
in pain you shall bring forth children.
Your desire shall be for your husband,
and he shall rule over you.”

17 And to Adam he said,

“Because you have listened to the voice of your wife
and have eaten of the tree
of which I commanded you,
‘You shall not eat of it,’
cursed is the ground because of you;
in pain you shall eat of it all the days of your life;
18 thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you;
and you shall eat the plants of the field.
19 By the sweat of your face
you shall eat bread,
till you return to the ground,
for out of it you were taken;
for you are dust,
and to dust you shall return.”

The first thing that I notice, which happens to be a very interesting side note, is that God did not tell Eve that she would now experience pain in childbirth, but that her pain in childbearing would be multiplied.  For something to be multiplied into a greater magnitude, the initial amount cannot equal zero.  Anyway, just some extra grass for free — put that in your pipe and smoke it.

Moving right along.  Here in verse 19 is the reference to sweat.  Notice in verse 17 who God is talking to in this section.  Hm, I guess we women are out of luck as far as functional sweat glands are concerned.  In addition, when I read this verse, I don’t think “oh, yes…this is when people started to lose water and sodium from their pores.”  I tend to think “hmm…now Adam will sweat when he works the field, which maybe means that working that field will now be harder than it was before –which tends to jive with the reference to thorns and thistles.”  After all, God did command Adam and Eve to tend the garden in the previous couple chapters.

Finally, a more scientifically-directed note.  What is so evil about sweat?  True, it can turn a good date bad or sour an important interview, but physiologically, sweat is an important thermoregulator, just as panting is for dogs, the dampening of front paws is for cats, and the fanning of the large ears is for elephants.  When did “not mentioned in the Bible until verse 19″ start to mean that “none of it occurred in verses 1-18?”  Forgive my bluntness, but according to that kind of logic, people in the Bible didn’t perform many physiologically important functions conducive to life (yeah, don’t even get me started on thermodynamics).  Adam and Eve sweat, bled and voided before the Fall.  God said His Creation was good…not perfect.

This is just another example of how many of today’s Christians don’t take the time to study the Scriptures and let the words structure their theology and doctrine.  Instead they do the opposite, forcing it into their own mold, handed down by the previous generation guilty of the same sin.

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A Lesson in Context

Posted by becklegacy on 21 September, 2009

There have been several occasions over the last few weeks where I have thought “I need to blog about this”.  Alas! the troubles and travails of vet school!  Five tests in the span of two weeks (although I am not trying to complain) would stifle even Michelangelo’s creative talents.  However, here is a short note I just had to get out between classes this morning:

This past Sunday, one of the college students “guest-taught” the Sunday School.  His topic was Wisdom and the Call of Salvation.  I don’t want to get into the particulars right now because they are irrelevant.  What I do want to address is the use of a verse out of context – a practice that sadly happens too often in America’s churches.  2 Peter 3:9 – “The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance.”  The student pointed out (with strong emotion) that this verse discredits the view that “God loves some people, and not other” or that “God wants some people to go to heaven and others to hell”.  While I disagree that these two statements enumerate in any form or fashion the Reformed position, I will leave that dissertation up to smarter people than I.  My point is simply the misconstrued interpretation of this verse.

Who was 2 Peter written to?  Well, let’s look at verse 1 of chapter 1: “to them that have obtained like precious faith with us through the righteousness of God and our Saviour Jesus Christ”.  So this book is written to believers, to those who have already been called by God and are partakers of His grace.  So, then, let’s look at verse 3:9 again:

“…patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance.”

Who is the “you” in this verse?  It would be the same group that Peter has referred to this entire book – the elect, the believers.  So who does God not want to perish?  The elect.  The believers.

Just one more thought that might make this easier to understand.  If I were to stand up in the middle of a group of people and exclaim, “I don’t wish that any of you should be left out, so you should all come to my house for lunch!”  What does the word ‘all’ mean in this instance?  The whole of the human population?  I hope not or else I’d have to order more spinach creme puffs.  Just to say, you have to read a portion of Scripture in light of the context and how language works.  Just because I say everyone should come over does not mean literally, everyone.  Just because I say I love peanut butter and eat it all the time, does not mean I walk around with an IV drip of Jiffy.  And just because a verse can be construed and distorted to give the appearance of support to your doctrinal position, does not make it Truth.

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TULIP

Posted by becklegacy on 12 August, 2009

Ok, so hopefully my more substantial post which I began this morning will make it to the press soon, but until then…enjoy!

(P.S. It was amazing how many affirmative fist-pumps, head-nods, and chuckles of agreement came out of me during this…)

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The Song Wheel

Posted by becklegacy on 12 August, 2009

Yesterday was our last day of orientation in Vet School. One of the prominent speakers for the morning began his talk with a YouTube rendition of the song “I Can See Clearly Now”.  Then, with the soft plucking of the guitar in the background, he proceeded to urge all of us to find either a song, a book, or an event in our lives, that when we woke up wondering why we were putting ourselves through the misery of vet school, we could focus on this material object…and instantly feel better.  Pardon me for saying so, but I also think a shot of LSD would  satisfy this requirement.

The problem with looking to the material world when we feel depressed or discouraged is that it is often the material world itself that is frustrating us.  When we start to wilt under the intense class load and strike out at those around us from mental and physical fatigue, that is when we begin to realize that maybe we can’t do this on our own.  Why?  Because we are finite, natural beings.  Imperfect.  Flawed.  Overcome with our own pride and self-servience and greed.  Constrained by time and space and the laws of physics.  We wonder if our lives have a purpose, and if not, what’s the point of putting ourselves through the agony of attaining those three consonants after our name when we could just as easily float through our meaningless lives as burger-flippers or 7/11 cashiers?

And somehow a singing hippo or a Joel Osteen book will combat these thoughts and reveal our purpose in life?

Looking to the material world to solve our material problems will never satisfy.  Yes, it may dull the edge of hopelessness for a while, like a snort of cocaine dulls the hunger pains of an addict, but it will never be enough; and over time the dosage will have to be increased as our carnality grows and feeds on itself.  We seek to find an answer, yet somehow know that nothing in this world will completely solve the paradox.

What, then, is the answer?  C.S. Lewis gives us a substantial clue:

“If I find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world.” (C.S. Lewis Mere Christianity)

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Come Full Circle

Posted by becklegacy on 3 August, 2009

As the summer is drawing to a close, I encourage all of you to take what is left of your free time and dive into The Circle Trilogy written by Ted Dekker.  There are three books.  The first is Black – for the death of man.  The second is Red – for the blood spilt as a consequence.  The third is White – for his rebirth as Lover and Warrior.

Anyway, the final book in this series is coming out next month, entitle Green.  It will serve as the prequel and sequel to the Black/Red/White saga, bringing the story full circle.

Check them out!

If you are already a fan or want to become part of the circle, join the Forest Guard to stay up-to-date and for a chance to win Ted Dekker books and prizes!!  And please use my Forest Guard number when signing up!  6083

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The Way Back Down

Posted by becklegacy on 30 July, 2009

After returning home from a two-month-long employment at Summit Ministries in Manitou Springs, Colorado, I have concluded that life sucks.  Okay, that may be a slight overreaction, but in all seriousness, I had forgotten how hard it is to leave this:

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…and come home to this:

stress-reduction

There are so many carnal, materialistic and ultimately futile things that demand my attention and time here at home, that I would give almost anything to spend just one day back at Summit, where the day is filled to overflowing with study, meditation, prayer, fellowship, hard work, worship, and mentoring.  The temporal is nothing; the eternal is everything. I think I can understand more fully now why the life of a monastery was so appealing to so many believers in the 3rd and 4th centuries; it gave them a glimpse of the kind of life God had planned for His divine creature, one that will be fulfilled in the New Creation.  Such a life removed most, if not all, worldly obstacles, leaving the man able to fully glorify God with the emotions of his heart, the sharpness of his mind, and the strength of his body.

In the same way, Summit provides such an atmosphere of shelter and spiritual cultivation.  In this place, spiritual discipline is the norm.  It’s a community of hard workers, of Barnabas’, of children of grace, daily dying to their flesh and living in the redemption of Christ’s cross.  Now more than ever I have been shown the importance of community among believers.  How else can we expect to be challenged? to delve into the nitty-gritty of the gospel? to chase our roots deep into the mulch of the things of God? to wrestle with the mysteries and drink deep of the discoveries? to bear fruit for the nourishment of others, and point to God as the source of everything good and true in ourselves?

So, to all of you who find yourselves slowly being cut off from the community of little-Christs around you, whether through discord or disagreement or distance, I challenge you to not let the “lone ranger” mentality stunt your growth as a part of the body of Jesus.  Find a community wherever you are and start serving!  And if the group you find has problems?  Change it!  Revivals aren’t begun by drifters, but by earth-shakers and wave-makers.  Be a champion of the truth so we can start taking back this land for Christ!

Dive Deep. Drown Willingly.

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Independence Day (not the movie)

Posted by becklegacy on 4 July, 2009

“Yesterday the greatest Question was decided, which ever was debated in America, and a greater perhaps, never was or will be decided among Men. A Resolution was passed without one dissenting Colony “that these united Colonies, are, and of right ought to be free and independent States, and as such, they have, and of Right ought to have full Power to make War, conclude Peace, establish Commerce, and to do all the other Acts and Things, which other States may rightfully do.

“You will see in a few days a Declaration setting forth the Causes, which have impell’d Us to this mighty Revolution, and the Reasons which will justify it, in the Sight of God and Man. A Plan of Confederation will be taken up in a few days. On July 2, 1776 the Association known as United Colonies of America officially became the United States of America….

“I am apt to believe that it will be celebrated, by succeeding Generations, as the great anniversary Festival. It ought to be commemorated, as the Day of Deliverance by solemn Acts of Devotion to God Almighty. It ought to be solemnized with Pomp and Parade, with Shews, Games, Sports, Guns, Bells, Bonfires and Illuminations from one End of this Continent to the other from this Time forward forever more.

“You will think me transported with Enthusiasm but I am not. — I am well aware of the Toil and Blood and Treasure, that it will cost Us to maintain this Declaration, and support and defend these States. — Yet through all the Gloom I can see the Rays of ravishing Light and Glory. I can see that the End is more than worth all the Means. And that Posterity will tryumph in that Days Transaction, even altho We should rue it, which I trust in God We shall not.”

- John Adams to his wife Abigail on July 3, 1776

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“Know this.  If I am taken captive or killed by these Arab savages, I shall never disgrace myself or my nation by groveling in the fashion of many hostages and their families.  There shall be no special entreaties on my behalf.  I shall condone no disgusting and disloyal attempt by weepy relatives to ‘distinguish’ me from my nation or its brave president, as in ‘Actually, our whole family opposed the war.’ If I am taken, and the animales (sic) will not let me talk on camera, tell the world I renounced any disloyal relatives and that my last words were: ‘God Bless America, God Bless President  Bush.”

- U.S. Soldier in Iraq

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What July Fourth Means to Me

By Ronald Reagan

Editor’s note: When he was president, Ronald Reagan wrote the following piece for Independence Day in 1981. Aide Michael Deaver later wrote: “This 4th of July message is the President’s own words and written initially in his own hand.”

…There is a legend about the day of our nation’s birth in the little hall in Philadelphia , a day on which debate had raged for hours. The men gathered there were honorable men hard-pressed by a king who had flouted the very laws they were willing to obey. Even so, to sign the Declaration of Independence was such an irretrievable act that the walls resounded with the words “treason, the gallows, the headsman’s axe,” and the issue remained in doubt.

The legend says that at that point a man rose and spoke. He is described as not a young man, but one who had to summon all his energy for an impassioned plea. He cited the grievances that had brought them to this moment and finally, his voice falling, he said, “They may turn every tree into a gallows, every hole into a grave, and yet the words of that parchment can never die. To the mechanic in the workshop, they will speak hope; to the slave in the mines, freedom. Sign that parchment. Sign if the next moment the noose is around your neck, for that parchment will be the textbook of freedom, the Bible of the rights of man forever.”

He fell back exhausted. The 56 delegates, swept up by his eloquence, rushed forward and signed that document destined to be as immortal as a work of man can be. When they turned to thank him for his timely oratory, he was not to be found, nor could any be found who knew who he was or how he had come in or gone out through the locked and guarded doors.

Well, that is the legend. But we do know for certain that 56 men, a little band so unique we have never seen their like since, had pledged their lives, their fortunes and their sacred honor. Some gave their lives in the war that followed, most gave their fortunes, and all preserved their sacred honor.

What manner of men were they? Twenty-four were lawyers and jurists, 11 were merchants and tradesmen, and nine were farmers. They were soft-spoken men of means and education; they were not an unwashed rabble. They had achieved security but valued freedom more. Their stories have not been told nearly enough.

John Hart was driven from the side of his desperately ill wife. For more than a year he lived in the forest and in caves before he returned to find his wife dead, his children vanished, his property destroyed. He died of exhaustion and a broken heart.

Carter Braxton of Virginia lost all his ships, sold his home to pay his debts, and died in rags. And so it was with Ellery, Clymer, Hall, Walton, Gwinnett, Rutledge, Morris, Livingston and Middleton. Nelson personally urged Washington to fire on his home and destroy it when it became the headquarters for General Cornwallis. Nelson died bankrupt.

But they sired a nation that grew from sea to shining sea. Five million farms, quiet villages, cities that never sleep, 3 million square miles of forest, field, mountain and desert, 227 million people with a pedigree that includes the bloodlines of all the world. In recent years, however, I’ve come to think of that day as more than just the birthday of a nation.

It also commemorates the only true philosophical revolution in all history.

Oh, there have been revolutions before and since ours. But those revolutions simply exchanged one set of rules for another. Ours was a revolution that changed the very concept of government.

Let the Fourth of July always be a reminder that here in this land, for the first time, it was decided that man is born with certain God-given rights; that government is only a convenience created and managed by the people, with no powers of its own except those voluntarily granted to it by the people.

We sometimes forget that great truth, and we never should.

Happy Fourth of July.

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“We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed….”

- The Declaration of Independence, In Congress, July 4th, 1776

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Just the Facts, Ma’am

Posted by becklegacy on 10 June, 2009

So, it’s just after 6AM here in Manitou Springs, CO, and thanks to congestion and a sugar headache, I am wide awake.  So I thought I would write a short note about some of the comments I have been reading concerning the recent murder of Dr. Tiller, a Kansas abortion provider.  In particular, an article written by Ellen Goodman for the Boston Globe last week.

Let me start off by saying that though I see the economical advantage of littering a news story with gut-wrenching and emotional rhetoric, it would be nice if these feelings were coupled with sound reasoning and logic.

Goodman’s finest mistake is her hasty generalization of the pro-life community.  She claims that “they [the pro-life community] forgot to disavow” pro-life fringe groups in the wake of anti-abortion violence.  The examples of “fringe groups” she provides are Operation Rescue (a nonprofit organization dedicated to ending abortion through legal means; they publicly denounced Tiller’s murder), Scott Roeder (the man convicted of murdering Tiller), and the Defensive Action Statement (her only legitamate example; they praise Tiller’s murderer and condone violence against abortionists).  So, out of the three, only one seems plausible as a fringe group.  But still, this doesn’t excuse Goodman from making the outrageous claim that the majority of pro-life supporters in the United States do not denounce such an anti-moral and heinous position!

In the very next paragraph, Goodman continues her tirade by demanding that the pro-life community be “shocked by the everyday mainstream rhetoric that casually refers to abortion as murder”.  Excuse me for maybe stating the obvious, but isn’t the platform of the pro-life community the fact that abortion is the termination of an innocent life, and therefore murder?  Also, as a side note, I would love to see some stats on how “mainstream” the terms murder and abortion are in everyday rhetoric – probably not as much as they should.

Goodman returns to pulling names out of a hat by stating that the “stars” of pro-life leaders “seemed less than mournful” about Tiller’s murder.  She quotes Randall Terry, the founder of Operation Rescue as saying that Tiller was ‘”a mass murderer” who did something that “was literally demonic”‘, yet she fails to continue the quote to the next sentence when Terry clarifies that “even Mr. Tiller – like other murderers – deserved a trial of his peers, and a legal execution, not vigilante justice…”.

I could continue, but I think it is pretty clear that Goodman’s purpose was to yank on some gullible heartstrings rather than inform.

One more general comment I would like to make is that even though there exist pro-life extreme fringe groups (which I do not deny; nor do I deny the existence of pro-CHOICE extremists) with members who are willing to break the moral law in the name of “serving God”, there is a reason they are called fringe groups.  This same argument imployed by Goodman is used against Christianity as well.  Dissenters claim that since the Crusades, the Inquisition, and the Salem Witch Trials happened, Christianity must be wrong.  The existence of extremists who twist and warp the truth does not invalidate that truth.  In one sense, people like Goodman are practicing a form of intolerance.  We see Islamic extremists and Jihadists attacking and cursing our country, yet are told that they do not represent the true message of Islam.  Can the pro-life community not get the same respect?

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A Touch of History

Posted by becklegacy on 30 May, 2009

During our “down-week” at Summit (yay, Tamiflu…), Doc Noebel took the time to give us a little current events talk and to run through introductions with the staff, since he was unable to hang with us last Saturday.  One of the first things he read to us was a poem by Rudyard Kipling entitled “The Gods of the Copybook Headings”.  This poem is included in the front of all the student’s notebooks, but Doc rarely has time to include it in his opening remarks, as witnessed by my complete lack of familiarity with these stanzas.  I wanted to post it here and encourage you all to read it slowly and aloud, either to yourself or to others.  There are so many references to historical events, worldviews, and even proverbs that for me this peom quickly moved into the realm of utter brilliance.  If you are unfamiliar with what is a copybook heading, please read this beforehand…otherwise this poem will make absolutely no sense to you and you will be forced out of your own ignorance to call me and Kipling both blathering idiots.  The Gods of the Market Place does not refer to the Free Market (sorry, libs), but rather different governments and worldviews that lean more towards socialism interventionism, secular humanism, and other godless institutions.  I will leave it to you, the reader, to discover Kipling’s intent of the Gods of the Copybook Headings.

The Gods of the Copybook Headings

AS I PASS through my incarnations in every age and race,
I make my proper prostrations to the Gods of the Market Place.
Peering through reverent fingers I watch them flourish and fall,
And the Gods of the Copybook Headings, I notice, outlast them all.

We were living in trees when they met us. They showed us each in turn
That Water would certainly wet us, as Fire would certainly burn:
But we found them lacking in Uplift, Vision and Breadth of Mind,
So we left them to teach the Gorillas while we followed the March of Mankind.

We moved as the Spirit listed. They never altered their pace,
Being neither cloud nor wind-borne like the Gods of the Market Place,
But they always caught up with our progress, and presently word would come
That a tribe had been wiped off its icefield, or the lights had gone out in Rome.

With the Hopes that our World is built on they were utterly out of touch,
They denied that the Moon was Stilton; they denied she was even Dutch;
They denied that Wishes were Horses; they denied that a Pig had Wings;
So we worshipped the Gods of the Market Who promised these beautiful things.

When the Cambrian measures were forming, They promised perpetual peace.
They swore, if we gave them our weapons, that the wars of the tribes would cease.
But when we disarmed They sold us and delivered us bound to our foe,
And the Gods of the Copybook Headings said: “Stick to the Devil you know.”

On the first Feminian Sandstones we were promised the Fuller Life
(Which started by loving our neighbour and ended by loving his wife)
Till our women had no more children and the men lost reason and faith,
And the Gods of the Copybook Headings said: “The Wages of Sin is Death.”

In the Carboniferous Epoch we were promised abundance for all,
By robbing selected Peter to pay for collective Paul;
But, though we had plenty of money, there was nothing our money could buy,
And the Gods of the Copybook Headings said: “If you don’t work you die.”

Then the Gods of the Market tumbled, and their smooth-tongued wizards withdrew
And the hearts of the meanest were humbled and began to believe it was true
That All is not Gold that Glitters, and Two and Two make Four
And the Gods of the Copybook Headings limped up to explain it once more.

As it will be in the future, it was at the birth of Man
There are only four things certain since Social Progress began.
That the Dog returns to his Vomit and the Sow returns to her Mire,
And the burnt Fool’s bandaged finger goes wabbling back to the Fire;

And that after this is accomplished, and the brave new world begins
When all men are paid for existing and no man must pay for his sins,
As surely as Water will wet us, as surely as Fire will burn,
The Gods of the Copybook Headings with terror and slaughter return!

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